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R.I.P. Old Friend... T____T

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 17, 2008, 1:16 AM
Yesterday, around 7 a.m., an old friend left forever. I've known him for more than 6 years. He was a loyal friend, and had lived with my family throughout these years. He watched over us, protected us, entertained us with his silly antics, annoyed us, and caused a little bit of damage here and there.

His name was Billy, and he had the gentlest and most beautiful eyes. His hair was soft and silvery white with random patches of black. He was friendly, and we could always hear his loud booming voice from afar as he talked to his good friend who lives in the house next door. He also liked to spy on us when we were having our dinner.

All dogs go to heaven, and I hope Billy has gone to a better place now. It was heartbreaking when he left, but it was a relief as well. He had been suffering for months from a tumour on his back and kidney failure. He couldn't eat, and we had to send him to the vet. The vet couldn't make him eat either, so he had to be force fed. The vet told us to take him home, to see if he'd get better. But he didn't. In fact, his condition got worse. He couldn't eat, couldn't move, and urinated on himself. His sight was affected, and rashes developed all over his body. It was a pitiful sight. Finally, the day before yesterday, we decided to send him to the vet to be put to sleep. Before we could, he left.

Yesterday morning, as I left the house, I saw his tiny body lying sideways on the floor - the same spot that he had been sitting since he got home from the vet. His body was stiff and his legs were rigid. He was gone. I couldn't even say goodbye. I cried in the car, cried in class, and practically the whole day whenever I thought about him. It was also a relief as he left naturally without having to be put to sleep.

This morning, as I got out of the house, I saw a patch of his silvery white hair on the doorstep. Almost like he's back for awhile to assure us that he's alright.

Well Billy, I'm sure you are. Wherever you are, I'm sure you'll be okay. Thank you for all that you've done for us. You don't have to worry about us anymore. Goodbye Billy, and may you rest in peace.

If anyone has anything insensitive to say, please refrain from saying it. I'm sick of people telling me that he's just a dog, or go get a new dog, etc.

  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: The sounds of the downpour
  • Watching: The computer screen =(
  • Eating: McD's apple pie

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 103121031210311 - add all these up!
  • Current Residence: The little house on the hilltop
  • Interests: Art, music, movies, dining out, languages, anime
  • Favourite movie: Films by Hayao Miyazaki
  • Favourite band or musician: Kelly Clarkson, Avril Lavigne, Evanescence, Ayumi, Hikki
  • Favourite genre of music: Classical, (Bubblegum) Pop, Rock, Goth Rock
  • Favourite artist: CLAMP
  • Favourite poet or writer: P. Pullman!!! ^_^
  • Favourite style or digital art: Digital paintings, vectors, realistic/semi-realistic anime art
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite game: Solitaire...? O.o
  • Favourite cartoon character: Way to many... @_@
  • Personal Quote: Yeah yeah whatever! XD
  • Tools of the Trade: Inspiron 640m, Photoshop CS, Illustrator CS2, Wacom Graphire4, Macromedia Director

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~Sai2007:iconSai2007: 4 days 1 hour ago
thanks for the fav! :P

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Nice gallery :)

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~Jenisei:iconJenisei: May 11, 2008, 12:20:14 PM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED <3
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

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5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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~mokotomo:iconmokotomo: May 11, 2008, 10:30:20 AM
MMU geng la but other college or uni also geng....but i'm not the one only...i went to midvalley see the the one academy showcase, damn pros....the concept art...
i'm decide to do motion graphic surreal type but no idea, no story...and out batch fyp is earth theme...so i not sure yet what story can related to earth...
lol...

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~whateverwinnie:iconwhateverwinnie: May 11, 2008, 6:24:45 AM
:hug: I wanted to post a hug on your page, but you're one step ahead!!! :glomp: :giggle:

Miss you too, pal!!! How are you doing?

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~darkchapel666:icondarkchapel666: May 11, 2008, 4:05:54 AM
I missed you winnie!:hug:
~whateverwinnie:iconwhateverwinnie: May 9, 2008, 2:26:54 AM
:nod: Yep... you told me you were interning, but I forgot the name of the company... :giggle: :XD:

Whoa... amazing... :wow: MMU people damn geng... :XD: Don't worry, I'm sure you're very geng as well!!! :D :hug:

I don't do much of this stuff. This sem, I chose multimedia production as one of my majors and we're learning basic stuff only... It's more like a crash course, so it's not as detailed as other more specialized colleges/unis like MMU or the One, since my college is more specialized in advertising than in graphics and multimedia. :XD: I'm doing CD-Rom production for my fyp.

How's your fyp going? I'm sure you can produce something just as good as your senior's, if not better! :glomp:

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~stephanieloh:iconstephanieloh: May 7, 2008, 9:25:29 AM
Holy ... you and your emotes ...

Come! :nana:

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~stephanieloh:iconstephanieloh: May 6, 2008, 11:46:29 PM
Bring it onnnnnn

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~whateverwinnie:iconwhateverwinnie: May 6, 2008, 11:45:47 PM
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:nana: Steal it if you can!

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~stephanieloh:iconstephanieloh: May 6, 2008, 11:43:45 PM
Active? I only put that up cause I've got nothing else to put! Haha ... and I don't care! I will steal your hours!! :D

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~mokotomo:iconmokotomo: May 6, 2008, 6:30:47 AM
i intern at desa petaling, flare studio...i told you actually, you also told me u intern last year...lol...wow!!! so fast graduate.....today i go school(MMU) watch my fren FYP presentation...very nice job and i heard that my senior(last year FYP) they do vfx, won the astro competition and asian competition...wow!!! won 10 thousand in astro competition... very Geng arrrrr...the video title is Project 57.....i got help them in shooting with my friends...:D
very scare i cant do a best animation T_T my technical skill got limited now....lol
So, wat is your final project?

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Clarity of MIND means clarity of passion too; this is why a great and clear mind loves arderitly and sees distinctly what is loves.
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~whateverwinnie:iconwhateverwinnie: May 6, 2008, 1:35:29 AM
Nice... Where did you intern at? How long was it?

I finished my internship last year December, and I'm now completing my final semester. I will graduate in June... :) I can't wait to graduate! :dance:

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~mokotomo:iconmokotomo: May 6, 2008, 1:29:54 AM
i fine.....finished my internship....now start thinking my Final Year Project....lol
so how about you?

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~whateverwinnie:iconwhateverwinnie: May 5, 2008, 9:15:17 PM
:sarcasm: Lookie who's more active?
The last time I submitted anything was last year... :XD:

=P Sowee... My hours are too p-p-precious-s-s to be given away! :XD:

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~whateverwinnie:iconwhateverwinnie: May 5, 2008, 8:56:46 PM
Hi!!! Long time no see!! How are you doing? :hug: :glomp:

I've been busy... It's my last semester in college, been given a lot of assignments to do... :(

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~stephanieloh:iconstephanieloh: May 5, 2008, 12:17:58 PM
Winnie! Stop being so active on deviantART! And give me some of your hours in the day!!

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~mokotomo:iconmokotomo: May 3, 2008, 7:54:36 AM
halo how are you?

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Clarity of MIND means clarity of passion too; this is why a great and clear mind loves arderitly and sees distinctly what is loves.
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~dollyliving:icondollyliving: Apr 30, 2008, 2:54:47 AM
thanks for the fav~!:heart:

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~whateverwinnie:iconwhateverwinnie: Apr 26, 2008, 11:02:42 PM
Thanks so much for dropping by! :hug: :glomp:

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*astrobystar:iconastrobystar: Apr 24, 2008, 9:59:21 PM Mood: Happy
thought i would drop by and say hi, i really enjoy your vectors. :w00t:

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=Celestial-Heaven:iconCelestial-Heaven: Apr 20, 2008, 7:57:19 AM
You're welcome, Deary. :3 Happy you like it! :heart:

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